Thursday, December 10, 2009

Changing with the Leaves


So we are all staring at the grand backside of the Fall Season, soon the celebrate the Incarnation and gain some much needed rest. I've noticed that I have been growing on an inner personal level since the fall colors began to settle in and come alive, I guess I'm always growing in some regards, but anyways. I've thought about how much of a show I make transitional times in my life, just like the trees, because change is so very vulnerable to me. Well, I guess my purpose is to share a poem, I shouldn't explain it, but let is speak for itself.

muchlove.



Changing with the Leaves

Warmth once robed them in green safety,
a garment to veil skinny arms and
dry cracked skin, hidden broken twigs--
a robe of life that inevitably will die.

But not without a fiery fight.
Colors cry before their robe’s cold death.
Trees bear with pride their veil’s ending life
as Orion calls them to undress, to reveal

contorted nakedness, to strip away
the green show of past warm days,
to parade a twisted and tangled frame.
Every detail exposed, no blemish blended.

Summer’s fine show dried and crinkled
beside roots, crumbled under feet.
Only what’s underneath can stand
the loss of heat and light, a skeleton

that endures the lengthening night.

And now I, though growing cold and
covered in warming wool, know that
I must be naked in my clothes, and bear
my own twisted, tangled frame.

For my green show has had it’s day.



*photo by Micheal Melford, National Geographic 2005
http://seabed.nationalgeographic.com/ngm/0511/images/wallpaper_lg.1.3.jpg

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

And the award goes to...

"Exam Week" for being the worst week of my semester! Congratulations...you have very good timing.

So, within the next hour I and my peers will be sharing with one another the inner workings of our poetry matters project. At this point all I have is this blog and a facebook status survey. I was supposed to go to a prision in Spartanburg, South Carolina this past Monday and recite poetry, something I've done before and really enjoy doing. But I have not heard my real voice since Sunday afternoon. I have only read in the coffeeshop once or twice this semester, which is less than ususal.

So here is the zinger of my presentation, if I don't get my voice back in the next hour, I may have to present this via interpretive movement because I can't even take the less than desirable amount of poetry sharing and spice it up with my skills of language. bleagh!

I have been silenced. What's a girl to do?

I tried to bring the world a little bit of poetry, but maybe what these circumstances did was bring poetry closer to me. Because right now, all I want to do in my silence is write....which means ofcourse I finally get super inspired the busiest and last week of school.

I miss my voice. I miss general health. I miss rest. I need this week to be over. I need my mother. I NEED POETRY.


muchlove,
Nikki Raye

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Every Day I See Poetry




This Summer I worked over by the coast of North Carolina in a little place called Lake Waccamaw. As a chaplain intern I basically built relationships with the children and the staff at the Children's Home that I worked at, along with normal church function stuff. There was another intern that joined me this summer, his name was Jon. Jon is a cool guy, and fellow English Major, so we had a little in common. But, what I want to talk about and what this has to do with poetry is about a little comment he made to me a couple times over the summer.

"Thats poetic, Nikki."

Being in a new environment and bombarded with free time like I've never had before set my vision off in a way I can't explain. Everything in Lake Waccamaw is beautiful and the loniliness I struggled with by being in a new place was comforted by things I would have never noticed before. So as I forced Jon to listen to my ramblings and observations (bless his heart) sometimes what I had to say seemed poetic. Ironically I didn't write one poem over the entire summer except for on my last day there. Most of my summer's poetry was found in nature, here are a couple of the things that became poetic to me this summer:

Puddles: Right after a summer shower the puddles would be clear and still. I typically mope about after it rains, until one day I looked into a puddle and noticed that the blue sky and fluffy white clouds were reflected in it.

Leaves: Did you know that magnoilia leaves smell like pepper and citrus? They do...go sniff one. I'm pretty sure that is what God smells like. The odd things is, you have to tear the leaf before you can smell it's beautiful aroma. hhmmm.

Rain: As mentioned before, rain in the summer makes me happy(unlike rain in the cold which I do not find as fun.) My appreciation for walking barefoot on warm rainy days grew exponentially, and my sneaking out to the back of the building where I lived to watch storms at night. And this is it's poetry for me: I sat under the awning fascinated so much by the water droplets and the difference in how the fell on the concrete and the grass that I ignored the 15 giant spiders that surrounded the top of my head. It was hard, but worth it.

There were many others from clouds to the color pink to specific children. I guess the point is that I have learned that poetry is everywhere and that if we just slow down and look around we can see it. I challenge you to take a day and try to find poetry...it is out there. While you are at it, comment and tell me where you see poetry.


Worship by Senses

Wind shifts the bronze waters
before me, envelopes my senses.

The smell of living beings
beneath the sun glittered surface
rises from wakes and peaks and
ripples of this shallow body.

Casting shadows, ever moving
bits of light, shape, and angles
move my eyes in all directions.

A continual hum of moving air
in my ears, only broken by
slaps and sloshes against the
pillars of the pier.

And my skin. touched. everywhere
exposed. at the same time.
Wind sends me into sensory
overload, pushing in my nose,
drying my eyes, tangling my
hair, cooling my skin,

every nerve in my body stands to
read my surroundings, observing,
collecting every detail, experiencing
a dance between water and air
in awe.

Monday, December 7, 2009


So I took advantage of my savvy internet social networking skills to get some people thinking about poetry and about what their reactions are to the word "poetry"....it is pretty interesting how you can tell that some people find their voice and hear other's voices through poetry, while some automatically think of names such as Shakespeare or Poe, and then you have people like Wes...the freshman guy who has to pee. Check out the response I got!


BEFORE YOU GO TO BED: what is the first word that pops into your head when you hear the word "poetry" ...this is for a project and will help me out :)...POETRY--

emotion
My erexpression
words
love (not sure why..)
voice
rhyming :)
shakespeare
heart
liberation
smooth
recitation
creative
FREEDOM!
Rhymes
life
rappers
beauty
collyn
dirty ;-P
shakespeare
thoughts
Compassion and sympathy
smoetry
Collyn
Frustration
sappy
complicated
P,O,T,Y. I have to use the bathroom.
challenging to find the right ones to use with first graders
awesome
reading
life.
disgusting
Poe. As in Edgar.
potential
Wordsworth
:-)
beauty
snapping fingers
Shakespeare and the Globe Theatre



Cool, right? Something I also noticed was that some of the responses are very local, for instance a couple of them were about a person from GWU and one in response to a poetry band that brought poetry to the public last year at our university with open mic night. Its neat to think about how people's automatic responses to the word poetry was changed by those who share it.